Life threw me a hard choice today. I had to break up with my boyfriend, My new job and studies at university did not alow me time to see my boyfriend so i knew it was only fare of me to let him go... it feels like everytime something good comes in to my life it goes away in the next few months or so. Have any of you experenced someing similar? (and yes for thoes wondering i am gay) if any of you have any kind words, Please send them my way i could use them.
One of the toughest things I've had to do was say goodbye to a girl a loved, but couldn't stand to be around. I gave her 5 years, all I got was a hurt back, a rusty old pick up, and broke. She used me. I told her I needed her to get at least a part time job to help with her part of the bills, she refused. When she'd ask for something, she'd get triggered and blow up when I told her there was no money for it. Towards the end, she was so highly aggressive, I had a hard time sleeping because I thought I'd wake up dead. Ah, but I still love her to this day. It hurts, but I could not and cannot allow that in my life. It's not healthy.
There are others, but I won't go into them now. These decisions are never easy. Take care of yourself. Who knows, when you're done with your studies, maybe he'll still be there.
Fireball
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