Hey guys,

First sorry for spelling error, in Subject :P

I just wanted to say I am terribly sorry, for the things I have said in the past. I realize that the problem was me, and not anyone else. I found out some things about me, they aren't an excuse. However, I hope you guys can understand what the deal was. I got a job, finally got medical insurance, and went to a therapist. I went to find out what was wrong with me. I had a rough childhood, not to mention my dad beat me, and verbally abused me. By the time I was twenty years old. I noticed a change in my behavior, it wasn't me. It wasn't who I once was. I started making bad decisions, staying angry all the time, and burning bridges that I shouldn't have.

I went to the therapist to fix what was wrong with me. I went for an interview, and returned two weeks later. He diagnosed me with PSTD, bipolar disorder, and anxiety disorder. He gave me a prescription for a mood stabilizer, called lamictal. He also prescribed me celexa for my depression, and anxiety. The medicine has an accumulative effect. It takes time for it to start working. Well two months later, I became a different man. I am not the same guy anymore. It has completely changed my life. I want to make amends with you guys. I realize I was the problem. I don't want any problems from any of you. You guys know your stuff. You write code for the most flexible, and best, bulletin board software to date.

This message goes out to anyone I may have offended. I understand if you don't accept my apology. I was rude, and said some mean things. Please accept my apology.


Regards,



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